spent
failure
spread so thin
longing to just know the balance
relationahips struggling w/ so little or no communication happenning
no one really understands the details.
no one but You, my Adonai
i sing the hymn “Speak Lord in the stillness”
am i spent because i am in Your will?
or am i spent because i am our of Your will?
everyone has an opinion, in my mind i play those tapes.
Oh my Lord, it’s not the strangers voices that seem to be tripping me up-its the familiar ones….have the strangers become all too familiar?
pause….selah….sigh
i. need. You. just You.
oh eyes, fix on Jesus, the Author and Perfector of my Faith.
i am senseless and ignorant before you.
YET
yet You guide me-You take my hand.
Oh and the best part is-
Afterward
after all. this. stuff.
You will take me into glory
You are the strength of my heart and my portion forever.
i am learning to desire nothing else but You-Jesus.
nothing else.
just Jesus.
and His rest for my weary and burdened soul.
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